Lonely

Happy-ending-holiday.
Happy belated Easter day for who celebrate it especially for my best friend giovanni waringga. Happy Easter!

Do you know why I feel so lonely?
Honestly, I feel like a jerk. No body cares and no body remember me.
Especially when I was in school. Do I have any friends? I do.
But they're too busy to play with me. Even for a little chat.

Why I always bring my gadget stuff to play some games at school?
Yes. Because I feel so lonely. I feel like better I bring my PSP to school than sitting at my chair until I froze my self.

I always said, no one can be my best friends except Raldi and Giovanni. My very best friends.
I always wished Raldi and Giovanni attending to my school now.
But that was impossible.

Or maybe I have to change my school. Near my house.
The problem is: School.
I don't hate school. I'm just tired. With this situation.
How far my school so I must drive my motorcycle to get there.
How I hate my self when I'm late.
How I hate the people around my school.
I don't hate my friends. Even my teacher. I never hate them.
That's why I'm talking about. I'm just so sick of this situation.

If we can understand
Sun accompany
We are in the warmth
Until the moon hum

The whole world bamboozling
In a deep loyalty
Without forced

If you can understand
Is a loyal friend
In joy and sorrow
You're not you can share a sense of
For it

That should
Live life
Faithfully faithful ... loyal ....
And without forced

Why do stars shine
Why does water flow
Why does the world go round

See all
Closer
And you will understand

In Indonesian:

Bila kita dapat memahami
Matahari menemani
Kita dalam kehangatan
Hingga sang rembulan bersenandung

Menina bobokan seisi dunia
Dalam lelap setia
Tanpa terpaksa

Bila kau dapat mengerti
Sahabat adalah setia
Dalam suka dan duka
Kau 'kan dapat berbagi rasa
Untuknya

Begitulah seharusnya
Jalani kehidupan
Setia....setia...setia
Dan tanpa terpaksa

Mengapa bintang bersinar
Mengapa air mengalir
Mengapa dunia berputar

Lihat sgalanya
Lebih dekat
Dan kau akan mengerti.

Maybe Mater Dei is my next stop. I don't know.
I just so sick.
Of this situation.